I've been away and I'm sorry, but now that I'm doing my softie version of the ABC diet, I will HAVE to blog everyday.
It's only 9:30 AM but I had this school lunch juice box thingy and I have no idea how many calories it was so let's say 100 just to be safe. I plan on eating this candy bar my sister bought me, even though I know I shouldn't. But nothing until I get home.
CW: 177.6 (as always, damnit!)
9:38AM, this is my intake
Grape juice thingy--100
3/4 Hershey's Milk Chocolate--160
My goal is to be 173 by next week Saturday because my school is having this rave thingy and I wanna be HOT! So I'm gonna start working out forrealz this time lol
I literally sit around and fantasize about how I'd look when I get to my goal. Other thinspo addicts want bones but I just want flat. I'm not striving to look skeletal, I'm striving for a smooth body without rolls or bra over hang or flab. I don't want my thighs to touch but I don't want a huge gap. I don't care if my hip ones show as long as I don't have a muffin top whatsoever.
THIS is the body I want!
Just smooth and flat all over. Well, not all over lol.
Still haven't eaten anything yet. Yay!
I have senior priveledge so I go home 7th period. When I get there:
3. Write a little of my Senior Paper
4. Get my uniform ready
And then I won't eat except for 5 bites of what my mom makes for dinner, coffee, and a fruit. I'll update later, with some THINSPO of course!
Well my plan didn't go so well...
Sandwhich my mom made--500 (just guessing)
Well when it gets darker I'm going on a 30min walk and then 40min cardio/strength. I'll post of pic of my exercise regiment.
I'll be back later!
Bc of my stubborn mother the walking thing didn't work out. But I'm gonna do this
When I'm done with this post.
Little bites of random things-- 200
Yeah. Shitty, I know.
Well, I did extremely round up, but I'd rather be safe than sorry. I'm not eating AT ALL in school tomorrow. I need to save those calories!