Day 1—800 calories

I've been away and I'm sorry, but now that I'm doing my softie version of the ABC diet, I will HAVE to blog everyday.

It's only 9:30 AM but I had this school lunch juice box thingy and I have no idea how many calories it was so let's say 100 just to be safe. I plan on eating this candy bar my sister bought me, even though I know I shouldn't. But nothing until I get home.

SW: 185lbs
CW: 177.6 (as always, damnit!)
GW1: 170lbs
GW2: 160lbs
GW3: 150lbs
GW4: 140lbs
GW5: 130lbs

9:38AM, this is my intake
Grape juice thingy--100
3/4 Hershey's Milk Chocolate--160
Total (temporary)--260

My goal is to be 173 by next week Saturday because my school is having this rave thingy and I wanna be HOT! So I'm gonna start working out forrealz this time lol
I literally sit around and fantasize about how I'd look when I get to my goal. Other thinspo addicts want bones but I just want flat. I'm not striving to look skeletal, I'm striving for a smooth body without rolls or bra over hang or flab. I don't want my thighs to touch but I don't want a huge gap. I don't care if my hip ones show as long as I don't have a muffin top whatsoever.
THIS is the body I want!
Just smooth and flat all over. Well, not all over lol.

12:47PM
Still haven't eaten anything yet. Yay!
I have senior priveledge so I go home 7th period. When I get there:
1. Clean
2. Laundry
3. Write a little of my Senior Paper
4. Get my uniform ready

And then I won't eat except for 5 bites of what my mom makes for dinner, coffee, and a fruit. I'll update later, with some THINSPO of course!

4:59PM
Well my plan didn't go so well...
Pork Cracklings--70
Coffee w/cream&sugar--110
Candy--190
Sandwhich my mom made--500 (just guessing)

Well when it gets darker I'm going on a 30min walk and then 40min cardio/strength. I'll post of pic of my exercise regiment.

I'll be back later!
10:03PM
Bc of my stubborn mother the walking thing didn't work out. But I'm gonna do this

When I'm done with this post.
Crab leg--200
Little bites of random things-- 200
Yeah. Shitty, I know.

GRAND TOTAL!
1530 :(
Well, I did extremely round up, but I'd rather be safe than sorry. I'm not eating AT ALL in school tomorrow. I need to save those calories!

THINSPO TIME!